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'COLOUR YOU IN':
Interview With Akemi Fox
15th March 2021
By Lucie Di Serio
Her name is Akemi Fox, she likes tea, crisps, the sun, Erykah Badu, shopping on eBay, butterflies, flowers, candles, complaining and she is the next generation of alternative RnB music artists.
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BEIGE: Tell us a bit about your music. How would you describe your genre?
Akemi Fox: I like to describe my music as chilled vibes, for the bedroom, for a summer’s day, an after-party, or when you’re feeling a bit sad. That’s where I’d say my music fits. I would describe my genre as alternative RnB. I’m influenced a lot by 90s and 2000s music, but I’m trying to put a modern spin on it.
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BEIGE: Who or what influences you?
Akemi Fox: To be cringe, I’d say the world. Just life. Everyday activities are inspiring. That is why I have writer’s block right now, because I can’t live my life, which makes it hard to write a song. I do often draw from my own relationships and then embellish them. I like to dramatise them a bit for some good content. I also like to talk about situations that have happened to my friends in my songs. I’m good at writing stories, even though they’re not all completely true. But that is something that I have always been interested in. I used to write a lot of stories when I was younger and even said to my Mum « I’m going to write the next trilogy ». One of the stories I remember was about this boy and girl who met in college. They lived next door to each other and he sang to her and fell in love, which makes me laugh because that’s very similar to what happened to me with Matteo.
My music is basically my teenage diary. I used to keep one when I was a teen and would write little notes in it, lyrics, poems or small bits of gossip and crushes. I love reading through it. It takes me back to my school years. Good times! But it’s also a time when you explore life. You realise stuff about things like love and relationships. It’s a fun thing to try and capture in a song. I like to capture people’s confusions or overthinking, because that’s what I often do. I quite like talking about when you question yourself and others, because I feel like that is something that I relate to, or other people my age relate to. The teenage years is a time when you can fuck up. Teenage years are a very dramatic part of your life. But, to be fair, the 20s are quite dramatic as well.
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BEIGE: You create your songs in the intimacy of your bedroom. Could this be why they feel so intimate? Tell us more about this unique way of working.
Akemi Fox: The real answer is, we don’t have the money for a studio yet! But, I definitely think that it’s the reason I can feel so comfortable, because it’s a familiar, comfortable place. The first time I went to Matteo’s house, he lived really close to me, I felt comfortable immediately, because it was just his bedroom. There wasn’t the pressure of it being a big studio. I like this way of working because I’m quite a nervous person, and I still, a little bit today, suffer with stage fright. I think that bedroom environment really helped me to perform at my best. So yes, I think it does give those intimate vibes. People feel nice and chill because I feel nice and chill whilst recording. I don’t think it would have given the same effect if I had recorded my songs in a studio.
BEIGE: You released your first EP in December 2020 - how does it feel to have released it during a pandemic?
Akemi Fox: It wasn’t ideal, I won’t lie. However, I do feel like the pandemic has given me a lot. It’s a time where people have been listening to music, and I don’t think I would’ve uploaded ‘Lemon Tea’ if it hadn’t been for the pandemic. So it’s kind of good in a way. It makes you work with what you’ve got, which is not a lot. But it was difficult, because, as I mentioned before, there wasn’t a lot of inspiration when you are stuck inside, so it does really make you think outside of the box and also come back to past memories and speak about them. But yeah, it’s been good and bad, because I did release ‘Lemon Tea’ from it, which I didn’t expect. However, It was hard to promote, because I usually do that through gigs, and I had a few lined up, and festivals, which all got cancelled, which is sad. I’ve kind of forgotten what it’s like to perform now, and performing is probably the most important part of being a musician, so I definitely miss that. It’s strange. I don’t know what it’s going to be like when I go back to performing. Who will be in the crowd? Will it just be my mum and dad and friends? But I am just going to continue saying to myself « you can’t worry about it too much because it is your job so you have no choice ». Thanks to my management, I still managed to promote my EP through articles, and internet helped us get coverage.
BEIGE: Why call it ‘Colour You In’?
Akemi Fox: That’s the lyrics from ‘Lemon Tea’. « I colour you in, deep into the creases of my skin ». I wrote that when I was 16, I was falling asleep and suddenly got this lyric in my head and thought it was so clever that I wrote it in the back of my diary and thought « I’m definitely going to use that one day ». And I did! I found it whilst creating ‘Lemon Tea’ and thought it’d go perfectly with the context of the song. The meaning behind ‘Colour You In’ is when you’re with someone and building a relationship in any kind of form, friendship or love, and you are really getting to know that person, and they are really getting to know you, your secrets, their secrets, and both of you are being your true selves. You are filling in their lines. Finding out everything about someone. I find that really interesting and it’s nice when someone is honest or open to share something with you. It makes you feel special. I also then wrote « I wonder if I’m still the colour blue because I always think of you » which is like « You told me I was this person to you, do you still consider me that way after a certain amount of time? ». It’s like when you’ve had a conversation with someone at one point in your life, you’ve shared something and was really open and vulnerable at that moment. It’s all about if you still see this person that way or not. If they’re still the colour blue or not.
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BEIGE: You have linked up with ‘Black Minds Matter UK’. Can you tell me a bit more about this cause, and if there’s anything more we can do to help?
Akemi Fox: Back when there was a lot going on about police brutality against black people and what happened to George Floyd, I found myself feeling really helpless and wanted to do something. So we used the streaming platform ‘Bandcamp’, which waives their fees on certain days of the month to raise money for ‘Black Minds Matter UK’. We also continued raising money with a vinyl that we did with a few extra remixes on it for this cause and the Shukri Abdi funds as well. But we basically chose to help ‘Black Minds Matter UK’ because this time was really intense and sad for black people, and so we wanted to help them to make sure they had the right people to talk to. A lot of people can’t afford therapy, so it was a good way to help people get access to that. Mental health is so important for everyone, but it was even more so at this point for black people.
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BEIGE: What is your relationship with Fashion? Tell us a bit about your style.
Akemi Fox: I feel like I’ve been losing my style lately because of lockdown. I feel a bit lost. But in general, I am obsessed with clothes and I love to shop second hand. I find it so fun, because I love the idea of having a ‘one of’, that someone can’t have. I just love to look at clothes, they bring me joy and I like the level of confidence it gives me when I wear a good outfit and do special makeup. I love that feeling! You can’t beat it! I also study Fashion at University, which I really enjoyed at first because I was obsessed with creating visuals etc… I also wanted to do journalism which I now can’t imagine myself doing at all. I wanted to do a lot of things before music! English Literature, Drama but no, no, no, none of them are my career paths. But yeah, I just love interesting clothes. I find it fascinating that people can make clothes. I can actually sew, but only know how to do basic things. I can make a mask, a crop top and a really simple skirt that would probably break. But I do want to continue making things. I really want to start up re-cycling clothes as well. What I also love about being a singer is how extravagant you can be, how you can play with your character, which is what I miss about gigs. I miss being able to push myself into wearing exciting outfits and to wear wigs. I am so excited to get one. I need one in my life. But wigs are complicated to handle so maybe if my career goes well and am able to get my own hair stylist, I’ll be able to wear different wigs everyday.
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BEIGE: And lastly, what colour shall we colour our audience in for our editorial?
Akemi Fox: Well I wondered if I was still the colour blue in my song so we could go for blue. But I feel like now I might have changed to more of a red or a pink colour. I feel like they are really confident and bold. It could look cool.
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BEIGE: Blue, red and pink it is!
